I hate when people are right about things I was ignoring.
Things I was in denial about.
Things I was in some ways protecting myself from.
Things that would make my life so much…better I guess.
I wish I could know how things were right now.
I’m tipsy and this make me more truthful.
MOre unable to ignore what is clear as day in front of me. Things someone knew about more then I did.
I can barely spell, I can barely type, but I somehow realized something very important today. And god I wish more then one person knew.
Thank you for knowing.
Thank you for bugging me. Teasing me. Poking fun at it.
Thank you for knowing what I was too afraid to know.
Thank you for looking out for me.
Thank you for liking me, and thank you for still looking out for what is best for me, and giving me your honest opinion without hesitation, regardless of anything.
And I may need to tell my best friend irl, about this soon. SHe needs ot know a few things. I just wish I wasn’t so afraid. I hope she doesn’t think less of me for some of it. I hope she wants to help me. And for one thing I think she somewhat already knows. She probably just wants me to say it..on both accounts really.
Boy: I think it’s….holy crap, is that you in the picture…? Me: um, assuming it’s either of the top two yes yes it is? Boy: -falls over- Me: :0 wut? Boy: …I figured you were pretty but…GOD DAMN. Boy: …-ahem- excuse me. Me: ….thanks. lol Boy: You’re quite welcome. -blushes-