So I’m pretty much right about my friend bailing too.
Which sucks because I really needed something positive. An dnow probably won’t get anything. And now I don’t get to eat tonight because my dad made himself dinner, and mom is probably gonna make for herself.
So this is pretty much a shitastic day.
The oNLY good thing is I think my cheesecake turned out good. I hope so. Won’t know till tomorrow it has to set overnight.
If I want something, or am happy, something must get in the way.
This is pretty much just fact.
I’ll be making the marbled pumpkin pie cheesecake alone now instead.
Least he’s still coming to thanksgiving. But even after being like forcefully left out originally by his own family. He’s going to stop by his grandma’s house first to eat there. SO i still get to be second even though we put him first and they made him second to begin with.
Don’t hide stuff from Jesse! D: Unless he doesn’t help, but still! D: What happened?
All I do is make people feel bad if I’m not ok about anything. They get mad at me or yell at me, or tell me how bad I make…
If there’s one thing i’ve learned is when I don’t hide it people leave me, I lose people I care about, or I piss them off.
You don’t have to be sorry. You have a life. You don’t need to be worrying about me. We can if you want.
Well you’re always welcome to talk to me, even if you don’t think I’ll listen. I’m a good backboard if you need to rant.
And I want, we just need to find the right time.
Thanks I’ll keep that in mind.
and I think that’s mostly up to you since you have a more difficult schedule than mine. Next week I have classes again though.
Alright I’ll keep my eye open for a chance :) I hope you feel better soon, I know I hate feeling down, I was just about to cry in the shower because I’m so sick of everything, but then I realized that I have time, I just have to use it.
Irrelevant and queue apology.
mk. Thank you. *hugs* for you too. I’m sure you’ll manage. You have for this long after all.